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Thanks for telling us about the problem. Return to Book Page. The Dead Inside 3. For readers of Girl Interrupted and Tweak , Cyndy Etler's gripping memoir gives readers a glimpse into the harrowing reality of her sixteen months in the notorious "tough love" program the ACLU called "a concentration camp for throwaway kids.
Or a slut, a junkie, a stoner, like they told me I was. I was just a kid looking for something good, something For readers of Girl Interrupted and Tweak , Cyndy Etler's gripping memoir gives readers a glimpse into the harrowing reality of her sixteen months in the notorious "tough love" program the ACLU called "a concentration camp for throwaway kids.
I was just a kid looking for something good, something that felt like love. I was a wannabe in a Levi's jean jacket.
Anybody could see that. And the professionals at Straight. From the outside, Straight Inc. But on the inside it was All Cyndy wanted was to be loved and accepted.
By age fourteen, she had escaped from her violent home, only to be reported as a runaway and sent to a "drug rehabilitation" facility that changed her world.
To the public, Straight Inc. But behind closed doors, the program used bizarre and intimidating methods to "treat" its patients. In her raw and fearless memoir, Cyndy Etler recounts her sixteen months in the living nightmare that Straight Inc.
Hardcover , pages. Published April 4th by Sourcebooks Fire first published June 22nd To see what your friends thought of this book, please sign up.
To ask other readers questions about The Dead Inside , please sign up. I read your book "Straightling" It was really eye-opening.
What is the difference between this new one and "Straightling"? Cyndy Etler If I may speak for all of us who were locked up in these torture chambers, thank you.
For being aware, for caring. Every Vietnam vet I've known …more If I may speak for all of us who were locked up in these torture chambers, thank you.
Every Vietnam vet I've known refuses to speak about their experiences in the war, because Most program survivors live under that same gag order. Your researching the programs and seeking to understand is the validation most of us can't ask for.
That book, which covers my "reentry" into society after 16 months in the Straight warehouse, will be brandie-brand new material.
Is this the exact same book as Straightling? Cyndy Etler That's a great question with a complicated answer. Is it the exact same book? It's been tweaked and edited, and some new material has been added.
But is it a version of the same book? See all 6 questions about The Dead Inside…. Lists with This Book. Cyndy was a troubled teen in the 80's who had some experiences that aren't all that uncommon.
She was making wrong choices while trying to find her place in the world. She spends some of her time smoking weed and drinking alcohol with her friends, until she finally runs away from home because she just can't take her family anymore, especially her step-dad, Jacque.
There were things going on in that house that no child should ever have to succumb to. After making the decision to enter Foster Care, Cyndy finally has some peace.
She's able to still see her friends, have a safe environment and doesn't have to deal with the turmoil from home. It's not long after that, at the age of 14, her mother decides to throw her into a drug rehabilitation for throwaway kids who are deemed out of control.
Cyndy is told that she is under evaluation for three days and she's counting down the minutes to when she can leave and she'll do whatever it takes, including lying.
The story itself is unbelievable. I had a very hard time reading parts of the book that describe the physical and mental abuse these kids are exposed to in this program.
They are basically in this building with a load of other drug users who have been sent there for the same reason and are used against each other.
I can't believe that it went on for so long and these kids had to endure it. They were locked down and not allowed to have any interaction with the outside world for a very long time.
It's violent and almost seems like torture at times. As I continued reading, I couldn't wait to find out what was going to happen to Cyndy.
Would she ever escape? Will her mother ever realize her and her husband are the majority of the problems here?
Will Cyndy be able to endure this treatment without losing it and causing herself to be set back? The book is written very well and it doesn't sound like there are many details spared.
I liked the music references. I did wonder throughout the story just exactly how bad was Cyndy as a teen? It seemed like all of her problems were stemming from her treatment at home and the lack of love from her mother.
I was very happy that there was an epilogue included in the back which explains these programs and how they were eventually shut down, but at the same time shocked at how, in a way, they worked.
The kids were basically brainwashed. This is NOT an easy read or for the faint of heart. It's extremely revealing, raw and horrifying at times and I wanted to get up and do something about it.
I wanted to help Cyndy. It's no surprise that she ended up in the career she has chosen and I commend her for her bravery in taking a very negative human experience and turning it into a lifetime career in helping others.
If you don't feel like visiting my blog, you can see videos online that show what it was like inside these institutions.
There are so many available and I do have more on my blog. Check out a short video about the movie "Over the GW" Thanks to Netgalley and the author for sharing this book with me in exchange for an honest review.
View all 16 comments. Apr 25, JenacideByBibliophile rated it really liked it Shelves: This book was sent to me by the publisher, Sourcebooks Fire, via NetGalley for an honest review.
A few months ago I was looking through the new books on Netgalley, found this story and immediately requested it. I had heard about these types of camps and institutions years ago, but I have never looked into them that deeply.
This story follows Cyndy Etler Disclaimer: At the young age of fourteen, Cyndy is thrown into a boarding school by her mother, or so she thinks.
Cyndy quickly realizes that her new home is called Straight Inc. From her first moments stepping inside Straight, Cyndy begins to realize that the methods used in the facility are far from normal.
From being dragged down hallways by her pant loops, group meetings where teenagers wave their arms around erratically chanting, and frightening moments of being broken down by her peers…Cyndy has to decide how she is going to survive in this program.
Cyndy explains the more than frightening and psychologically damaging rules and things that went on at Straight, and I am still in shock.
The rules that the program instills is even more absurd. If you lean on the back of your chair in group, a peer will roughly drag their first down your spine to remind you to keep your back straight.
Basically what happens is they flail their arms around above their heads, jerking and screaming about. Once called on, the kids are expected to stand up and admit a story from their past…but in most cases these kids are forced to make something up in order to impress the staff.
If you mess up or do something wrong, you are confronted. This is where a peer may run up to you and start screaming in your face, or even psychically harm you.
The list truly goes on and on with all of the strange things these kids were forced to do, and from the outside this program made it look like they were only using tough love and peer pressure techniques to get these kids off drugs see video on my blog post.
She wrote her story in a way that it felt like the reader was actually with her at fourteen, listening to her describe the horrors that became her life.
It got me a little jumbled up, but as I continued to read her writing started to feel like a horrifically beautiful style of poetry which I really began to enjoy.
For parents who are thinking of giving this to their kids to read, please keep in mind that there is a bit of sexual abuse that happens in the beginning of the story.
That aside, this is a tale that anyone would be enthralled by. As soon as I finished this book I immediately started researching Straight Inc.
This is a disturbing story that will make your heart droop, but it is a MUST read! You will not be disappointed. For more information and personal stories on Straight Inc.
Apr 15, Christine Flannery rated it it was amazing. For me, the worst, most terrifying part of being in Straight Inc. Etler nails it in her description.
The beast group was an instrument of verbal, emotional and psychological abuse. At a For me, the worst, most terrifying part of being in Straight Inc.
At any moment, you could be the next target, the one who was viciously ripped to shreds, to the point you would say or do anything to make it stop.
And the only way to make it stop, was to "get honest" real or false confessions , participate in the abuse, "apply your program" and become a compliant robot, a "happy Straightling.
For me personally, I was terrified the entire time I was in Straight Inc. I know many people who read this book never heard of Straight Inc.
Please, read it anyway. I also wrote a review for this book in when it was self published as "Straightling.
Here is what I wrote then: As difficult as it may be for someone to believe Etler's harrowing tale of survival in Straight, Inc.
Cyndy is a gifted writer and courageous woman. From the bottom of my heart, thank you Cyndy for writing such a powerful and moving memoir.
Jan 29, Mika Reyes added it. I cannot judge the characters, plot or setting. Those aspects were not invented or carefully weaved and structured in the mind of the storyteller to come up with a great plot and narrative to tell.
These accounts are memories of a real, living person. This story happened in real life, specifically to this person named Cyndy.
She tried everything she could to look cool and to fit in: Approval was so important for her and that was the thing she had a hard time getting.
This book feels like a Lana del Rey or a Ginger Bronson song. I think what I loved the most about this book is the writing style.
I love how poetic this book is. The metaphors stated here were beautifully painted in my mind as I read them.
The mention of some old music is amazing too. It was an easy read but the contents are not easy on my eyes and my heart.
I think I can take that. Overall, I like this memoir. I like the courage that Cyndy displayed both on what happened to her and in writing this story, her story.
Nothing like this happened to me— I have never run away from home, been to a rehab center and all that— but I can sympathize with her.
View all 4 comments. Aug 21, Lexxie un Conventional Bookworms rated it it was amazing Shelves: The Dead Inside brought tears to my eyes more than once.
I find it so hard to think that parents believe their spouses over their children. That they won't give their own children a safe place to stay.
Some people seem to have commissioned their own copies of the Book of the Dead perhaps choosing the spells they thought most vital in their own progression to the afterlife.
The Book of the Dead was most commonly written in hieroglyphic or hieratic script on a papyrus scroll, and often illustrated with vignettes depicting the deceased and their journey into the afterlife.
Wallis Budge, and was brought to the London Museum to preserve it, and it is where the Papyrus Scroll of Ani remains unto this day.
The Book of the Dead developed from a tradition of funerary manuscripts dating back to the Egyptian Old Kingdom. The Pyramid Texts were written in an unusual hieroglyphic style; many of the hieroglyphs representing humans or animals were left incomplete or drawn mutilated, most likely to prevent them causing any harm to the dead pharaoh.
In the Middle Kingdom , a new funerary text emerged, the Coffin Texts. The Coffin Texts used a newer version of the language, new spells, and included illustrations for the first time.
The Coffin Texts were most commonly written on the inner surfaces of coffins, though they are occasionally found on tomb walls or on papyri.
The earliest known occurrence of the spells included in the Book of the Dead is from the coffin of Queen Mentuhotep , of the 13th dynasty , where the new spells were included amongst older texts known from the Pyramid Texts and Coffin Texts.
Some of the spells introduced at this time claim an older provenance; for instance the rubric to spell 30B states that it was discovered by the Prince Hordjedef in the reign of King Menkaure , many hundreds of years before it is attested in the archaeological record.
By the 17th dynasty , the Book of the Dead had become widespread not only for members of the royal family, but courtiers and other officials as well.
At this stage, the spells were typically inscribed on linen shrouds wrapped around the dead, though occasionally they are found written on coffins or on papyrus.
The New Kingdom saw the Book of the Dead develop and spread further. From this period onward the Book of the Dead was typically written on a papyrus scroll, and the text illustrated with vignettes.
During the 19th dynasty in particular, the vignettes tended to be lavish, sometimes at the expense of the surrounding text. In the Third Intermediate Period , the Book of the Dead started to appear in hieratic script, as well as in the traditional hieroglyphics.
The hieratic scrolls were a cheaper version, lacking illustration apart from a single vignette at the beginning, and were produced on smaller papyri.
At the same time, many burials used additional funerary texts, for instance the Amduat. During the 25th and 26th dynasties , the Book of the Dead was updated, revised and standardised.
Spells were consistently ordered and numbered for the first time. This standardised version is known today as the 'Saite recension', after the Saite 26th dynasty.
In the Late period and Ptolemaic period , the Book of the Dead remained based on the Saite recension, though increasingly abbreviated towards the end of the Ptolemaic period.
The last use of the Book of the Dead was in the 1st century BCE, though some artistic motifs drawn from it were still in use in Roman times. The Book of the Dead is made up of a number of individual texts and their accompanying illustrations.
Most sub-texts begin with the word ro, which can mean "mouth," "speech," "spell," "utterance," "incantation," or "a chapter of a book.
At present, some spells are known,  though no single manuscript contains them all. They served a range of purposes. Some are intended to give the deceased mystical knowledge in the afterlife, or perhaps to identify them with the gods: Still others protect the deceased from various hostile forces or guide him through the underworld past various obstacles.
Famously, two spells also deal with the judgement of the deceased in the Weighing of the Heart ritual. Such spells as 26—30, and sometimes spells 6 and , relate to the heart and were inscribed on scarabs.
The texts and images of the Book of the Dead were magical as well as religious. Magic was as legitimate an activity as praying to the gods, even when the magic was aimed at controlling the gods themselves.
The act of speaking a ritual formula was an act of creation;  there is a sense in which action and speech were one and the same thing.
Hieroglyphic script was held to have been invented by the god Thoth , and the hieroglyphs themselves were powerful.
Written words conveyed the full force of a spell. The spells of the Book of the Dead made use of several magical techniques which can also be seen in other areas of Egyptian life.
A number of spells are for magical amulets , which would protect the deceased from harm. In addition to being represented on a Book of the Dead papyrus, these spells appeared on amulets wound into the wrappings of a mummy.
Other items in direct contact with the body in the tomb, such as headrests, were also considered to have amuletic value. Almost every Book of the Dead was unique, containing a different mixture of spells drawn from the corpus of texts available.
For most of the history of the Book of the Dead there was no defined order or structure. The spells in the Book of the Dead depict Egyptian beliefs about the nature of death and the afterlife.
The Book of the Dead is a vital source of information about Egyptian beliefs in this area. As the book progresses there are many twists in turns as the mafia get involved, Alex is tossed around as they all want to use him for something.
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